Hola

Wow!! somehow I remembered the password for my old blog! Demn its been long.. Gotta change the name of my blog now I suppose as I have reduce my coke intake *shock face!!* yea I know.. I do miss writing actually.. Been ages since I have done so.. Will update more soon (I hope) Chow for now

tumblr

now suddenly everyone started using tumblr..
i dunno why..
like all of a sudden everybody in curtin is using tumblr..
and those who use to blog on blogger doesnt do it anynore..
or some rarely..
btw im talking about those yg very active in blogging..
u know who u are..

hdd

my newly bought (23 march 2010) just failed on me..
the hdd is 2tb..
and like 30% of it full with movie weyh!!
i hope the movies and series will still be there..

the doctor ask me to rest for a week..
but i doubt i can do that..

excuses..?

well, its easy for us 2 gives excuses..
such as having a headache, backache, etc2..
but sometimes if we push ourselves a lil more and achieved in completing the task wouldnt the satisfaction be more..

i know that sometimes its like bloody hell painful..
then its ok laa..
but if like 2 me sakit2 sikit and cant do work mcm cant terime sgt laa..
but i consider also the individual nye thp tahan kesakitan..
not that mean kot..
or am i..
muahahaha.............

Night..??

its a night where i couldnt sleep..
even tried counting sheeps..
staring at the walls that creeks..
been thinking about the week..

a week that started out fine..
but later felt like being fined..
for an unknown crime..
committed as the moon shine..

felt like being pushed..
and even being used..

why oh why ive been thinking..
thinking how my heart is breaking..
eyes felt like leaking..
angers start shimmering..

points have been spoken..
promise have been broken..
felt like ur in prison..
and need to escape urgent..

but u still kept on waiting..
for the person to stop pretending..
and start thinking..
about what ive been speaking..

hmm..

sigh..
sometimes in life u dont really know what 2 do..
i mean ur like a split road..
unsure of taking which path..
afraid to choose a destination..
maybe also haunted by old memories..

we all dream of having a peaceful life..
one without any pressure..
one which we are appreciated by what we've done..
one where you x feel like ur being used..
a life where just happiness floats around..

we all wish that theres somebody out there for you..
someone who truly understands you..
someone that makes ur day..
someone who doesnt put their selves first..
a partner that is worth living for..

we all know that life is x that easy..
knows that life is a roller coaster ride..
knows that no one is perfect in this world..
knows that we cant run away from misery sometimes..
a life of unknowing future..

DOTA!!!

waa.. its been so long since i played dota with my friends..
kinda miss it..
we used to play until like 2 in the morning like that..
best2..

hanna..

aaaa... im missing hanna (my kitty btw, x the ex)
she so cute but kinda aggressive..
she likes to tackle people on the leg hand and any other part that she could reach..
sometimes its a bit painful and hands will be full of scars..
even my face pnh kene coz she was over excited..

her fave hobby is:
1) eat
she likes 2 eat a lot till it cause her pain..
my mom and grandparents thought that she was pregnant coz she was very fat..
so mom send her to the vet to "kasi" her..
then when she picked hanna up from the vet later, the vet told her she wasnt pregnant..
its just her fat was really thick..
poor girl..
she had 2 wear a cone over her head for 2 weeks kot..

2) AMBUSH!!!
hanna, likes 2 sneak up on people and grab them by their legs..
her fave legs.. my grandma..
then my grandma will squeal coz terkejut..
she even pnah made my grandma fall..
she will also do that to strangers..
no shame this cat..
wani was afraid of her went she drop by the house that day..
coz hanna was extra hyper that day..

3) drink
she likes to drink water directly from the water tap..
she wont drink water if we put it in her bowl..
and before drinking she'll test the water with her paw first..
she also clean herself up with tap water..
x using her saliva like other cats..
but she x like 2 mandi thats for sure..

for a cat i rarely see her sleeping..
shes like a very active cat..
till sometimes i dont know what she does until she got tangled up on her collar..
but yea, she makes our day..

heart broken

i just finish playing basketball with my friends at curtin uni just now.
well it wasnt the 1st time we played basketball since i got back to miri.
to be honest, my muscle still feel painful till now even after like 2 days of resting. im just x like before when i can play for hours on a single day and still come down to play the following day felling strong and energetic.

i feel... OLD!!!.....

do not like it..
i use to be like the leader of a lion hunting group (yes i know the lioness is the one that does all the hunting). but now its like im the lion. wait for the lioness to do the work just come 2 eat if the succeed.

the sad part is that im only 22. still young.

btw, the 2 players below are my fave basketball player.. =P

Bored

I'm bloging while working which means that it's a boring and slow day. But why? It's a weekend kan.
Anyway my "twin" has gone back to uni so it's less cheerful and competitive one might say.
One day me and him had like a contest to see who's the fastest to do things around here. Well it's a tie for like drinks bot ice blended and hot. But he won at cashiering. Damn that buggers fast. But I got him back at gourmet. Wohooo.

I just realize I'm x fit Nymore. I had to run and buy some eggs just a few mins ago as the delivery haven't arrived yet. And now I'm out of breath. *panting
need to boost up my stamina. like start to exercise, play sports and jog..
one of my staff also said im buncit now.. demn..

coffee bean update

heyya..
been so long since i blogged huh..
guess no one reads my blog nowadays..

well anyway today was like the day the otai or aka old timers fall..
in other words we (the old timers) made a mistake/screw something up..
well cant really blame anyone..
today i woke up after what have been like a few mins sleep with an aching body..
and also x mood to work at all..
so ive decided 2 x be the cashier and let the other stuff do it..
but in the morning while brewing a new coffee, i accidentally forgot to close the nozzle up front..
this resulted in a "banjir" situation..

cilaka all the staff including the manager was like happy for some reason after i screw up..
but i fell with a standing ovation..
then later my "twin" came work late la and i x really know what he screwed up in the kitchen..
but my manager was like " ahahaha.. ape cte otai hr ni? sume bwud salah jer"
but just a while after that we showed her whos bos..
hahaha

well anyway today i broke my record with a total of 34 cappuccino made on a weekday..
previous is like 28 kot..
the most order i had in one go was like 8 caps..
*caps is short form for cappuccino for those who dont know..

HOW TO MAKE A CAPPUCCINO

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step 1
Make a 1 1/2 oz. espresso, leaving enough water in the espresso machine to steam some milk. (See "How to Make an Espresso" in the Related eHows section.)
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Step 2

Put espresso in a 5-oz. or larger cup so that you have room for the milk.
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Step 3

Set espresso machine to steam.
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Step 4

Fill a stainless-steel carafe with 3 oz. cold milk and insert the steam nozzle.
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Step 5

Place nozzle halfway down in milk and leave it in milk for 45 to 60 seconds, or until the milk is hot and there's enough foam for your preference.
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Step 6

Add 1 1/2 oz. steamed milk to the cup of espresso.
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Step 7

Spoon some foamed milk onto the top.


something like that.. heheh
the tricky part is the foam..
the best foam would be when u put a spoon or somethng in the middle of the foam like straight upwards, the spoon wont fall down..

wohoo

wow..
finally im blogging..
ngeh..

well, yesterday we (as in me and the other crew of my group) danced for a project care..
before the performance starts i wasnt nervous pon..
dont know why..
but ammar was restless (poor thing)..
there was one fucked up part where they didnt prepare for the props that we need which is only a bench for gods sake..
kesian asfan.. he was mad..
well so was i and anis..
and we like to apologize for that actually to suhas..

well i think the performance was kinda went well..
kinda glad it was dark..
so we cant really see the audience..
was excited went it finished..
wohoo0o..

i think the CIRCUS went well..
it was a good show..
i like the shuffler and the clown..
i wanted to see more action from ester on the drums though..
and ammar won the lucky draw to Long Makabar..
goodluck ammar..
hahaha..

then after that we went out for a late dinner..
we went to seahorse..
kim, anis, kenx and clarence played pool there..
had lambchop..
was soooo hungry..

then anis wanted to go clubbing..
agnes mule2 dont want coz got class..
but eventually followed jgak..
hahah..
so first we head for thai bar, but it was closed..
then we went to cb but also closed..
so in the end we just went to tg lobang..
played at the playground..
choc people and vanilla people so hyper that night dont know why..
later we just hang out and talker on the seesaw..
at about 315 i ammar was already lying down on the sea saw, asfan was and clarence fell asleep sitting on it..
so time to head back..
had fun..
its been awhile since i went out late night like that..
wanna do it again..

thoughts or feelings

do u guys normally come to a conclusion or decision according to ur feelings or ur thoughts?
most people say that they would follow their thoughts more..
coz feelings are not reliable and tends to be bias..
but i think thoughts are also the same..

me myself am a thinker..
i think alot..
but as once told me b4, i tend to think to deep..
she said that is not good..
but i think if u think things deeply u can most likely predict and u know get ready for whatever happens..

but most of the times i cant think straight as to many thoughts cross my mind..
so i use my feelings to make a decision..
and most of the times this method works for me..
so i think and feel using both ways is better..
what bout u..?

Never grow up..

do u ever wished that u always be a kid forever..
that you x have to be a grown up..
where everything is possible..
ur happy all the time..
except maybe when you x get things like sweets or ice cream that u want..
when you x know how to love others besides ur fam..
where sorrow is a mile a way..
x responsibility..
just joy and happiness, laughter all the way..
yea i always wish i was a kid..
and i still hope the kid inside me (mayb left only a fragment of it) will stay there..

Thomas omalley song.. =P

I'm like a chee-chee-chee-chee-rony like they make at home
Or a healthy fish with a big backbone
I'm Abraham De Lacy
Guiseppe Casey
Thomas O'Malley
O'Malley the alley cat

I've got that wanderlust
Gotta walk the scene
Gotta kick up highway dust
Feel the grass that's green
Gotta strut them city streets
Showin' off my eclat, yeah
Tellin' my friends of the social elite
Or some cute cat I happen to meet
That I'm
Abraham De Lacy
Guiseppe Casey
Thomas O'Malley
O'Malley the alley cat

I'm king of the highway
Prince of the boulevard
Duke of the avant-garde
The world is my backyard
So if you're goin' my way
That's the road you wanna seek
Calcutta to Rome or home, sweet home,
In Paris, magnifique, you all!

I only got myself
And this big old world
But I sip that cup of life
With my fingers curled
I don't worry what road to take
I don't have to think of that
Whatever I take is the road I make
It's the road of life make no mistake
For me, yeah,
Abraham De Lacy
Guiseppe Casey
Thomas O'Malley
O'Malley the alley cat

That's right
And I'm very proud of that
Yeah!

depressing huh..

i wish i could be with you one day..
and bring you happiness through night and day..

when all ur doubts are cleared away..
and realise that i am here to stay..

do u think that day would come..
or you'll just be too numb..

too scared to do anything..
for its a burden, o0o yes it is..

if being a statue is what you'll do..
im sorry i cant call u my boo..

how i wish you would stand up for me..
but instead you just walk out and flee..

i know how important they are to you..
i hope i could be one of them too..

its hard for me to let you go..
its not as easy as counting 1,2, go..
this sorrow feeling u should know..

o0o god please x let this be..
another feeling of heart breaking..

a feeling as if being thrown away..
by the one i love through night and day..

if you open your heart then maybe you'll see..
i could be what ever you need..

i could be your clown..
i could be your knight in shining amour..

i could be your mentor..
i could even be your taxi driver..

but most importantly, o0o yes baby..
i could be your lover..

hmm..

you know how hard it is to pls everyone kan..
and being me, i don usually explain 2 people why i do things..
so i just wanna apologise to my friends yg mane rase tersinggung or anything..
but i still determine on keeping my promise to that someone..

if only i could wear her shoes and makes her taste what it feels like

first of all, is the title correct x asha..?
x igt lerr..
o well. can change later if slh..
>
back to the title..
"if only i could wear her shoes and makes her taste what it feels like"
most of u would think "hey, shouldnt it be the other way around" or "this doesnt make sense"
yea.. technically it would sound better if it goes "if only she could wear my shoes and taste how it feels like"
mayb thats whats wrong with things now could..
people always want things to be how they are meant too..
mayb once in awhile we should open our brains and thinking broader..
like the title, it could mean that the girl x even know what she really feels..
like shes indecisive..
or mayb t means that she shouldnt feel what she's feeling..

so yea..
thing could appear more then it seems..
so we musnt judge em with an instant..
sometimes we should lean back relax and think of the situation and think of the benefits we could obtained from it..
for example td i wanted to eat mcd, but suddenly the STUPID miri mcd couldnt sell nything else xcept for chic..
at first i was kinda pissed lerr with the mcd..
but thinking back mayb its good laa kot
coz 1stly i can save some money..
secondly i wasnt in a real good mood td..
so i may not enjoy the food..
so yea.. everything have two sides to its..
its up 2 us to search for it..
err..
am i talking nonesense lg ka..?
told u my blog x best..
=.=!
x need to read it nymore leh..
da2.. go close this browser..

p/s i feel this blog is soo sucky..
will edit later kay.. mls lerr..

argh...

how could you do this to me..
just in a blink of an eye..
u stab me in the back..
*ouch*
it hurts, really does..

i thought i could depend on you..
i thought you were different..
but my oh my..
you are practically the same..

your words are like slipery stone..
your actions are like the weather forecast..
and your promise is like waiting for santa for a kid..

ouh btw..
istill think the word "love" and also phrases like i love you, saya cinta kamu, ashiteru, ja'dore, szeretlek te'ged, phom rak khun, and much more is widely misused nowadays..
its been commonly used such as "im LOVING it"..
and how easily people could utter 143 till theres no feeling left to it when saying it..
or like when it just becomes a habit..
for example when a bf wants 2 hang up the phone after a convo with her gf he'll end with "i love u" without any feeling to it..
i hope i didnt make anyone i have uttered those words to feel like i x mean it..
coz i do mean it everytime i said it..

promise..

a few days ago you made a promise..
a promise that changed how i feel..
changed what i think of how things will be..
a promise i really hope you'll keep..

a few days ago you promised me something..
you promise things would never change..
no matter through thick or thin..
things will always stay the same..

a few days ago you made a promise..
that made me feel..
that even when were miles apart..
we will always be in each others heart..

i also made a promise to you..
a promise not to take a cigarette nor two..
although i'm afraid i'll break your heart..
i know i can keep my word with u by my side..

now i promise u my dear..
i'll keep that promise for as long as i could..
i'll try not to disappoint you by any means..
coz your the one i want for as long as i breathe..