what is this thing call love, crush, like, adore, and all the words that relate to it..?
is it just a thought, a feeling? or is it more than just that..?
what drive some of us to feel the need of it..?
and yea, why do some of us can just go along this life without that special someone.
i mean i know some people who are like 80 something years old and still single..
how izit that they can be like that and get through life..?
this thought or feeling is such a mystery to me..
i mean ive been searching for the answers for a long time..
people have called me a player and all..
but is it really my fault if like im not with only one girl in my life..
and fyi i have only asked for a break up once je in my life..
back to the real thing..
is it really my fault if you think that the person ur with is not suitable for u..
i mean things could change..
when at first you think dat she's the one..
but somewhere along the journey things changed..
their true color are being shown..
and u think for u guys to not be together is better..
isnt it better to end it than just try to go along with it and in the end u'll just regret it..
after u tried ur best to change it la..
some people say u have to be patient for the other party to change..
but u know that every human beings have their limits..
how long can u endure such pain..
the feeling of heart breaking then being crushed into dust fragments, felt over and over, day after day, night after night..
seriously how long can u endure it..
all of us have need, desire..
you know i envy couplles like my grandparents..
whom their relation is for real till death do them apart..
they understand each other, tolerate each other..
hmm..
and another type of couple dat i envy is the type where their marriage is not whom they chose..
but a planned marriage..
but somehow they manage to overcome it and just be happy with each other..
sigh..
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