DAY-2
ugh.. started da day at 6.30 am with exercise weyh..
but fun jgak la..
then had our bfast.. we had mee goreng if x mistaken..
then we went up to our dorm to get ready for our first sea activity..
KAYAK!!!!
yea in the morning we learned how to kayak (the real way)..
and what to do when someone is capsized..
i partner up with din for the kayak..
then we went up for our lunch ann later was briefed on our kayak expedition..
we basically had to go round the pangkor island..
when i went to pangkor with kim n wani we took bout 2 hours to tour the island on a speed boat..
now were kayaking..
adoi.. anyway we made our preparation, did stretch up and final check up..
then off we go!!
our first journey was to teluk sekadin, situated south of pangkor island..
the weather is kinda good, not to hot and all..
thank god the current also was x dat strong..
we departed around 230 kot..
cant remember as i was wth no watch (very sux weyh)..
and we reach there at 5 kot..
then we had to set up camp, fire to cook and gather wood for fire..
we had chic curry, scramble egg, some veggie and rice..
we had the night off later..
we actually had to do sentry so me safiq n salam bunk in early..
but sadly no one woke us up for sentry.. sigh
DAY-3
we had to get ready by 7 to depart so dat we dont have to kayak againts the current..
so we had bfast (a piece of bread) pack our things and load em in the mother boat..
and got our kayak into the water and head for the open sea..
this journey was the tough one..
we practically had to go 9 times the journey yesterday.. ugh
me n din at first said we should take our time..
so i decided to go through the waves just for more thrill..
but that made us more tired so we had to stop more which made us ended up amongst the last to arrive at our lunch break..
when ur at the back of the group, its easy for u to be demotivated as u can see other participants infront of u getting further away..
anyway we had our lunch at a place i cant remember the name..
we only had like bread, crackers and hot dogs..
btw the greatest food we had at obml was the crackers n bread..
haha..
we had like an hour break..
so after eating we took a lil nap..
later we resume our dreadful journey..
now we decided to step up our pace and stay ahead of the others..
the currents are getting strong now and so the waves are bigger..
me n din had a very hard time paddling our kayak due to the waves..
the hardest part was when we wanted to cross the channel..
it look so near but i was like "shit.. why arent we there yet"..
another friend of mine said "why are the building across the channel getting smaller? were heading for it, it should appear bigger"..
we manage to overcome the tides and all..
we were very thrilled when we saw the obml camp..
we rushed for it.
but about 100 metres from the beach a friend capsized..
we rushed to their rescue.. but as soon as we got there, they were already on the verge of getting back on their kayak..
so we just headed for the beach..
we were amongst the first 10 2 arrive there at around 4pm if x mistaken..
we clean our kayak and paddles..
then i help out the curtin girls to carry their kayak..
we head back to our room..
i rushed to the bathroom to bathe as i cant stand my hair..
we prayed and jump onto our beds..
we doze of easily..
we woke up at 6.20pm and got ready for dinner..
after dinner we had to gather at the hall to learn a few songs..
the scholl song, the ob spirit song, bertemu n berpisah the english n malay version..
then we went to bed..
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
OBML ^.^v
Back from Outward Bound already..
and im actually missing it already..
here's whats happened there..
DAY-1
woke up kinda late and was kinda rushing to the lrt station..
when i reached there it was already 8.30 and we had to gather at like 9..
then i had to que up to enter the train..
it was all cramped up in the train so i didnt manage to put down my bag..
so i was like carrying a huge bag that was more than half my size..
and got dz one dude who was like resting on my bag..
so i was like pulled back along the way..
when i reached kllcc, i had to run to the menara 1..
luckily the bus was still there..
*phew, thank god*
met up with the guys and eventually got up on the bus..
i sat next to ammar on the bus..
chong as usual did a stupid thing..
there was a bed at the back of the bus, n he went to lie down there..
so as we were all borak2ing, the bus driver enters the bus..
he went straight to chong who was still on the bed..
and was like "sape soh kamu dok sini.. ltk blk bantal 2 kat mane ko jumpe"
then got off the bus and resume talking to the other bus driver..
chong was moody ever since that..
hahah.. serves him right..
we depart from klcc at almost 10..
after like quarter way of the journey i slept..
but woke up x long after that as i was hungry..
the bus driver stop somewhere i cant remember just for us to pee..
there were no stalls or any of food shops to buy food from..
there was only a man on a motor selling ice cream..
weyh!!! really starving..
we resume the journey and sooner found out that the other bus had stopped somewhere to eat..
but we didnt..
we all was like blaming chong coz he like pissed the bus driver..
when we arrived there we had to wait like more than an hour b4 we could eat..
before eating we were divided into 10 groups..
my group called bubu, consists of safiq,salam,syepah,tc,din (from curtin) plus kamal aka atok, azri aka cina, hafiz, ahmad syafiq, liyana, hafiz n naemah
we got the jambu-est instructor, mr fauzi arif..
waa.. so jambu one u know.. he doesnt look anything like an instructor..
if i were a girl, i fall for him.. =P
anyway we had to hand over our belongings (hp,handphones,wallet,cash,mp3)..
but i smuggle another hp.. muahaha
later we had our lunch n all n had a tour of the area..
then we had to put our belongings into our dorms which is x so high (only 70 steps) compared to other dorm like camah..
pity koyot, amer n all the other people who stayed there..
the bed are the dorm are double-decker beds made out of wood..
i bunk on the lower bed while safiq ontop of me..
they have limited closet though..
so i didnt like put my clothes in em..
i just put it all on my bed..
we had the evening free n went down to eat at 630 pm..
btw the food there was great.. =P
we had no activity that night though..
this is like very diff from other camps ive been to..
where we have back to back activity..
but here we had time to like lpk2 n all..
ouh.. we are not allowed to smoke there..
but as usual people still do..
i had quite a hard time resisting it as people smoke in the dorms as well..
and people offering me..
especially ammar..
dats bout it for day 1..
and im actually missing it already..
here's whats happened there..
DAY-1
woke up kinda late and was kinda rushing to the lrt station..
when i reached there it was already 8.30 and we had to gather at like 9..
then i had to que up to enter the train..
it was all cramped up in the train so i didnt manage to put down my bag..
so i was like carrying a huge bag that was more than half my size..
and got dz one dude who was like resting on my bag..
so i was like pulled back along the way..
when i reached kllcc, i had to run to the menara 1..
luckily the bus was still there..
*phew, thank god*
met up with the guys and eventually got up on the bus..
i sat next to ammar on the bus..
chong as usual did a stupid thing..
there was a bed at the back of the bus, n he went to lie down there..
so as we were all borak2ing, the bus driver enters the bus..
he went straight to chong who was still on the bed..
and was like "sape soh kamu dok sini.. ltk blk bantal 2 kat mane ko jumpe"
then got off the bus and resume talking to the other bus driver..
chong was moody ever since that..
hahah.. serves him right..
we depart from klcc at almost 10..
after like quarter way of the journey i slept..
but woke up x long after that as i was hungry..
the bus driver stop somewhere i cant remember just for us to pee..
there were no stalls or any of food shops to buy food from..
there was only a man on a motor selling ice cream..
weyh!!! really starving..
we resume the journey and sooner found out that the other bus had stopped somewhere to eat..
but we didnt..
we all was like blaming chong coz he like pissed the bus driver..
when we arrived there we had to wait like more than an hour b4 we could eat..
before eating we were divided into 10 groups..
my group called bubu, consists of safiq,salam,syepah,tc,din (from curtin) plus kamal aka atok, azri aka cina, hafiz, ahmad syafiq, liyana, hafiz n naemah
we got the jambu-est instructor, mr fauzi arif..
waa.. so jambu one u know.. he doesnt look anything like an instructor..
if i were a girl, i fall for him.. =P
anyway we had to hand over our belongings (hp,handphones,wallet,cash,mp3)..
but i smuggle another hp.. muahaha
later we had our lunch n all n had a tour of the area..
then we had to put our belongings into our dorms which is x so high (only 70 steps) compared to other dorm like camah..
pity koyot, amer n all the other people who stayed there..
the bed are the dorm are double-decker beds made out of wood..
i bunk on the lower bed while safiq ontop of me..
they have limited closet though..
so i didnt like put my clothes in em..
i just put it all on my bed..
we had the evening free n went down to eat at 630 pm..
btw the food there was great.. =P
we had no activity that night though..
this is like very diff from other camps ive been to..
where we have back to back activity..
but here we had time to like lpk2 n all..
ouh.. we are not allowed to smoke there..
but as usual people still do..
i had quite a hard time resisting it as people smoke in the dorms as well..
and people offering me..
especially ammar..
dats bout it for day 1..
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
an unexpected visitor..
do u consider a surprise a good thing or a bad thing..
well mayb it depends on the surprise..
but i think a surprise is something dat could knock ur sense back into reality..
like when ur on a role and forget to turn back once in a while or forget to consider other..
then banggg..
some shit comes knocking u back to reality..
but it really suck if it happens at the wrong time..
like for instance ur so hype to go on a vacation..
and then out of nowhere, along comes mr. surprise stumbles on u..
and guess what mr. surprise is in a bad mood today..
so what do u do..?
u face mr. surprise and confront him and like smack the hell out of it..
or ur just ignore and be a hypocrite at the moment and mayb confront him later..
*dz feels like a story for kids.. o well i am a kid..
anyway..
if u like confront mr surprise now u may end up with bruises and mayb a broken tooth..
but if u like save it for later u just got to have the strenght to keep it inside..
and just pray that u x burst out..
well i just chose to wait for the right moment..
u know, gather all ur strenght and weapons..
haha..
besides u have like a vacation to go to..
u x wanna spoil it for u and others rite..
so what u do is u just have a great time there and try to x think of the intruder..
just smile and when u like wanna burst or something u just go away alone for a while and calm ur self down..
omg..
gtg for now..
continue later..
well mayb it depends on the surprise..
but i think a surprise is something dat could knock ur sense back into reality..
like when ur on a role and forget to turn back once in a while or forget to consider other..
then banggg..
some shit comes knocking u back to reality..
but it really suck if it happens at the wrong time..
like for instance ur so hype to go on a vacation..
and then out of nowhere, along comes mr. surprise stumbles on u..
and guess what mr. surprise is in a bad mood today..
so what do u do..?
u face mr. surprise and confront him and like smack the hell out of it..
or ur just ignore and be a hypocrite at the moment and mayb confront him later..
*dz feels like a story for kids.. o well i am a kid..
anyway..
if u like confront mr surprise now u may end up with bruises and mayb a broken tooth..
but if u like save it for later u just got to have the strenght to keep it inside..
and just pray that u x burst out..
well i just chose to wait for the right moment..
u know, gather all ur strenght and weapons..
haha..
besides u have like a vacation to go to..
u x wanna spoil it for u and others rite..
so what u do is u just have a great time there and try to x think of the intruder..
just smile and when u like wanna burst or something u just go away alone for a while and calm ur self down..
omg..
gtg for now..
continue later..
Monday, December 22, 2008
Broken Strings..
Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything
When I love you
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay
You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lies worse
How can i give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late
Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay
You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lies worse
How can i give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late
You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lies worse
How can i give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last change to feel again
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Sometimes It simply hurts...
have u ever feel like ur being used ..?
not in a way like ur being manipulated or so..
but in a way that someone is only close to u when they need something..
or they feel alone or mayb just need an advice..
but once the prob is gone and they can roam free..
snap, just like dat they turn around and just walk away..
leaving u hanging and speechless..
and yes..
SOMETIMES IT SIMPLY HURTS..
knowing that uve been for that person by any means..
through thick and thin..
then later the person can just say they x even know what u mean to them anymore..
argh...
or the feeling u get when ur in need of that person at that time..
but they just dont want to coz their free now..
they just wanna enjoy what they have..
not remembering how they got there..
who they went to for advice and all shit..
and next thing u know..
they will come back crawling when they need u..
yea.. mayb im stupid coz i let them do so..
well it SUCKS!!!
not in a way like ur being manipulated or so..
but in a way that someone is only close to u when they need something..
or they feel alone or mayb just need an advice..
but once the prob is gone and they can roam free..
snap, just like dat they turn around and just walk away..
leaving u hanging and speechless..
and yes..
SOMETIMES IT SIMPLY HURTS..
knowing that uve been for that person by any means..
through thick and thin..
then later the person can just say they x even know what u mean to them anymore..
argh...
or the feeling u get when ur in need of that person at that time..
but they just dont want to coz their free now..
they just wanna enjoy what they have..
not remembering how they got there..
who they went to for advice and all shit..
and next thing u know..
they will come back crawling when they need u..
yea.. mayb im stupid coz i let them do so..
well it SUCKS!!!
Thursday, December 4, 2008
“Love sees sharply, hatred sees even more sharp, but Jealousy sees the sharpest for it is love and hate at the same time”
someone asked me if ur not jealous of your partner does that means you dont love them..
well i bet most of the people think the same..
but to me it actually depends on the individual itself..
and to me, yea a strong relationship needs no jealousy..
actually people are confuse between jealousy and envy..
jealousy is angry,jealousy is destructive..
envy is wistful, envy rarely is destructive..
or easier jealousy is about something one has and is afraid of losing, while envy is about something one does not have and either wants to acquire it or prevent another from getting it..
to be frank im the envy type of person..
but the diff with me is i dont voice it out..
i'll just keep it in myself and just keep wondering..
well maybe that also isnt a good thing..
but that is how im build..
i had a chat recently with my friend who says that her bf is not the jealous type..
she showed me pic of her hugging other guys..
and i mean literally hugging..
like hands around waste type like in the titanic film..
and here is the best part, her bf is standing there or he was taking the pic cant remember it..
the point is that he wasnt bloody jealous that another guy hugs her girl..
she says that her bf trust her..
but i think if like ur bf/gf trust u pon they don like let other people just hug u like dat..
sorry to say, but i dont think thats trust..
more like don care one..
ahaha..
to me trust is like it doesnt matter that your partner whom ur partner goes out with..
till when they go out with and all the other details are not actually important..
as long as he/she tells u bout it..
jealousy is actually insecurity huh..
true2..
well i bet most of the people think the same..
but to me it actually depends on the individual itself..
and to me, yea a strong relationship needs no jealousy..
actually people are confuse between jealousy and envy..
jealousy is angry,jealousy is destructive..
envy is wistful, envy rarely is destructive..
or easier jealousy is about something one has and is afraid of losing, while envy is about something one does not have and either wants to acquire it or prevent another from getting it..
to be frank im the envy type of person..
but the diff with me is i dont voice it out..
i'll just keep it in myself and just keep wondering..
well maybe that also isnt a good thing..
but that is how im build..
i had a chat recently with my friend who says that her bf is not the jealous type..
she showed me pic of her hugging other guys..
and i mean literally hugging..
like hands around waste type like in the titanic film..
and here is the best part, her bf is standing there or he was taking the pic cant remember it..
the point is that he wasnt bloody jealous that another guy hugs her girl..
she says that her bf trust her..
but i think if like ur bf/gf trust u pon they don like let other people just hug u like dat..
sorry to say, but i dont think thats trust..
more like don care one..
ahaha..
to me trust is like it doesnt matter that your partner whom ur partner goes out with..
till when they go out with and all the other details are not actually important..
as long as he/she tells u bout it..
jealousy is actually insecurity huh..
true2..
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Specially for MTOff
I want to say im sorry for maybe still caught up in the past..
To MTOff im sorry i reacted the way i have when u told me bout a part of ur past..
history are supposed to be a lesson for us..
but that doesnt mean that we cant accept people with bad history..
if they are willing to change, we should give them our utmost support..
we are humans..
its in our blood to make mistakes..
but we also should have the initiative to forgive and help the person if they want to change..
coz lets face it nobody is perfect..
erm.. actually you will know why i dont like ur past characteristic if it wasnt for the trip..
yea i know. i mentioned about it again..
sorry.. =)
anyway.. i just wanna say im sorry again and that you have my full support..
cya girl..
To MTOff im sorry i reacted the way i have when u told me bout a part of ur past..
history are supposed to be a lesson for us..
but that doesnt mean that we cant accept people with bad history..
if they are willing to change, we should give them our utmost support..
we are humans..
its in our blood to make mistakes..
but we also should have the initiative to forgive and help the person if they want to change..
coz lets face it nobody is perfect..
erm.. actually you will know why i dont like ur past characteristic if it wasnt for the trip..
yea i know. i mentioned about it again..
sorry.. =)
anyway.. i just wanna say im sorry again and that you have my full support..
cya girl..
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