Broken Strings..

Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything

When I love you
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lies worse
How can i give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lies worse
How can i give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lies worse
How can i give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last change to feel again

Sometimes It simply hurts...

have u ever feel like ur being used ..?
not in a way like ur being manipulated or so..
but in a way that someone is only close to u when they need something..
or they feel alone or mayb just need an advice..
but once the prob is gone and they can roam free..
snap, just like dat they turn around and just walk away..
leaving u hanging and speechless..

and yes..
SOMETIMES IT SIMPLY HURTS..
knowing that uve been for that person by any means..
through thick and thin..
then later the person can just say they x even know what u mean to them anymore..
argh...
or the feeling u get when ur in need of that person at that time..
but they just dont want to coz their free now..
they just wanna enjoy what they have..
not remembering how they got there..
who they went to for advice and all shit..
and next thing u know..
they will come back crawling when they need u..
yea.. mayb im stupid coz i let them do so..
well it SUCKS!!!

“Love sees sharply, hatred sees even more sharp, but Jealousy sees the sharpest for it is love and hate at the same time”

someone asked me if ur not jealous of your partner does that means you dont love them..
well i bet most of the people think the same..
but to me it actually depends on the individual itself..
and to me, yea a strong relationship needs no jealousy..

actually people are confuse between jealousy and envy..
jealousy is angry,jealousy is destructive..
envy is wistful, envy rarely is destructive..
or easier jealousy is about something one has and is afraid of losing, while envy is about something one does not have and either wants to acquire it or prevent another from getting it..

to be frank im the envy type of person..
but the diff with me is i dont voice it out..
i'll just keep it in myself and just keep wondering..
well maybe that also isnt a good thing..
but that is how im build..

i had a chat recently with my friend who says that her bf is not the jealous type..
she showed me pic of her hugging other guys..
and i mean literally hugging..
like hands around waste type like in the titanic film..
and here is the best part, her bf is standing there or he was taking the pic cant remember it..
the point is that he wasnt bloody jealous that another guy hugs her girl..
she says that her bf trust her..
but i think if like ur bf/gf trust u pon they don like let other people just hug u like dat..
sorry to say, but i dont think thats trust..
more like don care one..
ahaha..

to me trust is like it doesnt matter that your partner whom ur partner goes out with..
till when they go out with and all the other details are not actually important..
as long as he/she tells u bout it..
jealousy is actually insecurity huh..
true2..

Specially for MTOff

I want to say im sorry for maybe still caught up in the past..
To MTOff im sorry i reacted the way i have when u told me bout a part of ur past..
history are supposed to be a lesson for us..
but that doesnt mean that we cant accept people with bad history..
if they are willing to change, we should give them our utmost support..
we are humans..
its in our blood to make mistakes..
but we also should have the initiative to forgive and help the person if they want to change..
coz lets face it nobody is perfect..
erm.. actually you will know why i dont like ur past characteristic if it wasnt for the trip..
yea i know. i mentioned about it again..
sorry.. =)
anyway.. i just wanna say im sorry again and that you have my full support..
cya girl..